Verse (rapped):
I wanna cry all the time, even when I smile,
Even when I try to fake like it's all fine,
Cry because of pain or all my countless fears,
Every day and night there are the same banal tears -
The same saulty liquid running down my cheeks,
I'm a chick
who never wanted to be such a freak
But hangin' out with freaks made me what I'm today
It's sad, but anyone is free to choose their own way
I've chosen my own one, I never thought I'd rap
But I rap, quite successful in doin' my crap
In the world of hip hop
Maybe that's not my place,
But my mind is racin' me there at a fast pace
And when did that all start? Let's go back to the point
At which my mania began, I have never been spoilt
Neither by my parents, nor by the one up above
Havin' no childhood and never feelin' true love,
I grew up
No, I ain't grown up yet, I'm only fifteen,
But I've experienced a lot! That's too much for a teen-ager
I shouldn't have done all that
I should've been more cautious
I should've stopped and thought and tried to listen to my conscience
And now I'm really anxious about the consequences
Of my stupid misbehaviour, but now I have no chance of
Changin' somethin' in my past, gotta care about my present
But I can't help thinkin' of what's happened, and it's so unpleasant
I want to wipe my tears and start livin' a new life
A new life? No, that's funny. I gotta better mine
But it's hard after everything I've done - OH SHIT!
I'm unable to do that. I've decided to quit
Chorus (sung):
This is my confession, everybody listen up
I'm talking to myself, sittin' in the dark
Father, please forgive me for all the shit I've done
And all the stupid shit that I'm about to do now
Pictures of my life runnin' in front of me,
I've got two minutes left before I'm history
Got two minutes left to say goodbye before I go,
Sing my song one last time and just step out of this world...